As I recall, we didn't discuss his writing process that much. Mostly we discussed reading and movies. I remember he came down to Southern California in August 2000 for an NLP gig in Anaheim. I came to visit him twice, and we talked about how neither of us had ever really gotten into Henry James, although we both loved Ezra Pound and he loved Henry James. Pound said if one wanted to learn to write prose well one should read forty Henry James novels. Bob later suggested to me that if I wanted to improve my prose style I should read Ulysses forty times.
I know Arlen Wilson liked to collect old encyclopedias back in the Roaring 20th Century. Bob liked to look up facts in multiple encyclopedias and note the discrepancies.
I love this piece. I used to have it hanging on my wall. I got this copy from the wonderful rawilsonfans.com.
MAKING
IT
as a
writer
by Robert
AntonWilson
Most of the
characteristics which make for success in writing are precisely those which we
are all taught to repress. These characteristics are denounced by religious
leaders everywhere, by most philosophers, and by many famous psychologists.
I refer to
such qualities as vanity, pride, even conceit; to raw egotism and grandiosity;
to the firm belief that you are an important person, that you are a lot smarter
than most people, and that your ideas are so damned important that everybody
should listen to you.
I have
known a lot of successful writers and they all had these qualities. In contrast,
the people I knew in high school and college who "wanted to be writers" but have
never published anything since then, had all the opposite qualities. They were
shy, and meek, and timid; they had the humility that all religions preach; they
had a realistic sense that they probably were no brighter or more important than
anybody else. They had irony- and balance and pragmatism, and they
were not fanatics. That is why they are not writing anymore.
The
successful writers I know are not only driven by vanity but are also fanatic
personalities.
This is not
only true of writers but of great creative persons in all fields. Michelangelo
was an ego-maniac who attacked the Pope physically for trying to tell him how to
paint the Sistine Chapel ceiling. Beethoven was rude, domineering, stubborn as a mule and never for a moment doubted that he was
the greatest musician in all history-and he threw furniture at people who
annoyed him. Frank Lloyd Wright, when testifying in court, described himself as
the world's greatest architect, and when his friends told him later that he
sounded grandiose he replied that he had to tell the truth because he was under
oath.
If you
believe that the ego is a "delusion," that pride is one of the seven deadly
sins, that humanity should be reduced to a herd of contented cows, then you
might as well give up writing and all the other arts.
You cannot
have too high an opinion of yourself because the world will always strive to
correct you. The only thing most people hate more than success is
self-confidence-a warning signal that you might be a success soon. This is not
what they teach you in Sunday School, but it happens to
be true: at any evidence that you might be a success, the envious will do
every-thing in their power to destroy you. Therefore, there is no chance at all
that a high self-esteem will go unchallenged; it will be challenged on all
sides, daily. On the other hand, if you have a low opinion of yourself,
nobody will ever correct it. You will have it for life unless
you correct it yourself.
The second
quality writers need for success, besides vanity, is love of writing itself.
Nothing is fun to read that wasn't fun to write (which is a corollary of the
basic psychological law that nobody enjoys being with you if you don't enjoy
being with yourself. (Reading you is a symbolic form of being with you.] )
Few writers
achieve overnight success, because few people in any field succeed immediately.
This does not mean that you
have to endure years of poverty before success. Poverty is a state of mind,
based on inadequate self-esteem. If you believe in yourself, you are never poor;
you are just temporarily short of funds. I was on Unemployment for six months
once (1964) and on Welfare for two years (1972-1973) and I was never poor. I was
waiting for the world to realize how important I am.
Besides
egotism and love-of-your-work, the only remaining thing a creative person needs
is something that seems to, but doesn't, contradict self-esteem. This is belief
in something greater than yourself. Michelangelo
painted for the greater glory of God and for the greater glory of Michelangelo,
in about equal proportions. Beethoven's music is an outcry of passionate
commitment to God, Life, Humanity and Ludwig van Beethoven, in equal
proportions. James Joyce, who may have been the greatest writer of all time,
said he never met a boring human being; this was because his faith in James
Joyce was equaled only by his absorption in what other people could teach James
Joyce about human psychology. Other great creative minds have been equally
absorbed in getting mankind off this planet, or in Socialist Revolution, or in
Feminism, or in whatever happened to seize their imagination.
Robert
Heinlein has offered the only pragmatic rules for writers that make sense to me.
The first is to finish what you start. The second is to keep on sending each
piece out until you sell it. If it has been rejected even 1 00 places, make a
list of 100 more, and keep on mailing it to one after another, until you do sell
it. If you enjoyed writing it, somebody somewhere is going to enjoy reading it
and enjoy it enough to publish it. Since I learned this rule I have sold
everything I have written, including even my Ph.D. dissertation, which is the
hardest kind of thing to sell to a commercial publisher.
But even these two Heinleinian rules of marketing will not avail unless you
already qualify for the three psychological characteristics mentioned
earlier-belief in yourself, belief in something greater than yourself, and sheer
delight in what you are doing.
Rabbi
Hillel put it all in a nutshell 2000 years ago: "If I am not for myself, who
will be for me? If I am only for myself, what am I? And if not now, when?"
-Robert
Anton Wilson
Wonderful piece on becoming a writer, thanks for posting it ... still hope for us all!!
ReplyDeleteI love that piece, too. I've mentioned it on my blog.
ReplyDeleteI find it interesting that despite Heinlein's own advice, both he and Bob Wilson sometimes rewrote extensively. Heinlein apparently heavily rewrote Stranger in a Strange Land. I have not read the recent Heinlein bio.
ReplyDeleteThat was a great read! Thanks for the response.
ReplyDeleteThe part on vanity and egotism was especially interesting as RAW comes across pretty modest and self-deprecating in a lot of his work.
This is wonderful. Thank you.
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